South Korean actress Yoo Ju Eun passed away from suicide on August 29. Her elder brother updated her Instagram with her last words and informed the fans of her demise, He also shared that the funeral process will be conducted on August 31.
He also shared her note to grant her last wish.
The note read, "I'm sorry that I'm leaving ahead of everyone else. Especially mom, dad, grandma, and brother. My mind is screaming that I don't want to live anymore. You may feel void without me but please stay strong. I'll be watching over you. Please don't cry. It's not good for your health.
I'm not sad at all. In fact, I'm very calm. Maybe because I've been thinking about it for a long time. I've lived such a happy life which I don't deserve. So I am content. This is enough. So please don't blame anyone and move on. I'm not dead. So please live a good life everyone. I hope to see many people at my funeral and everyone could see if anyone is going through something."
She further added, "I really wanted to do acting. Maybe it was my everything or just a part of me. But then it wasn't easy to pursue that life. I didn't want to do anything else. That was devastating. I realized having a dream is a blessing and a curse at the same time. I'm sure God won't send me to hell because he loves me. He will listen and take care of me. So don't worry everyone."
Yoo Ju Eun concluded the note by saying, "And to my dear family, friends, and loves. Thank you for adoring me and loving me. It was my strength and my laughter as well. I think I lived a successful life because I'm taking unforgettable memories till the end. Thank you for understanding and putting up with me. I'm sorry I couldn't be more expressive. But I hope you'd understand. And to all of you who knew me, especially teachers, thank you so much and I respected you. Thank you for teaching me many things about life.
Mom, dad, I love you. Please don't cry. I'm pleading."
Yoo Joo Eun starred in tvN’s ‘Big Forest’ and TV Chosun’s ‘Joseon Survival Period.’
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