Sushant Singh Rajput’s MS Dhoni Co-Star Bhumika Chawla Pens Long Note After 20 Days Of His Demise; Says, ‘I Wake Up Thinking Of You’

On June 14, news of Sushant Singh Rajput’s tragic death left everyone in the state of shock and numbness. It’s been almost 20 days since the actor decided to take the drastic step of leaving his family, close friends and fans to mourn over the irreversible loss. His death has only opened a can of worms but has once again sparked a debate on nepotism, bullying and favouritism in the industry. Recently, SSR’s MS Dhoni co-star Bhumika Chawla, who plays his sister in the film, took to social media to contemplate the reasons for his decision.

Taking to Insta, Bhumika shared an emotional note along with a picture of deceased SSR. In her note, she began to mention how she wakes up thinking about him and has been still wondering what would have been the reason behind his drastic step. Bhumika went to reveal how it is not easy to survive in an industry. She wrote, “It’s been almost 20 days ... and I wake up thinking of you . Still wondering what it was ... one only shared the screen space as a character briefly but still associated together .... Was it depression - personal — then you should have spoken .... If it was professional - you had already done such good films .. YES I AGREE it’s not easy to survive here — I am not talking of insider or outsiders — IT IS WHAT IT IS — yes if I have to connect with someone even after having done 50 plus films it ain’t easy — but I am still grateful I am doing work — maybe I just choose to work on this perspective — constantly pushing myself to think and believe good..”

“Yes there are times when you call or message people from the industry (Bollywood or other places) most people are really WARM and KIND but we do find those who refuse to acknowledge or just brush you aside — THE WORLD IS MADE OF ALL SORTS .... THERE are most who will respect you always but rare few when they need you they come to you - but when you drop a tinkle saying you would love to work together with them, they say we will see .... or smile it off (though I never believed in doing that earlier, I did in the last few years make an effort — that’s what life is — nothing comes without effort and hard work -) YET I STILL THANK GOD FOR Everything.”

Towards the end, she says she hopes to come to know the reason behind him taking the drastic step. She concluded saying, “I choose to say that it’s ok - maybe one doesn’t fit the bill, the role and so it’s ok ..... POSITIVE .... and finally if there is anything more to you going than professional disappointment, or depression cause of various reasons —- YEH SHAHAR HAME HAMARE SAPNE DETA HAI , Naam deta hai ... kabhi Kabhi Gumnaam bhi karta ... lakho ki aabadi mein kuch TANHA BHI KARTA HAI ..... ........ if there was anything more I hope we come to know what it was ... until then FINAL GOODBYE .... PRAYERS FOR YOU - wherever you are and prayers for your family.” (ALSO READ: Sushant Singh Rajput’s Brother-In-Law’s NEPOMETER Rates Mahesh Bhatt’s Sadak 2 As 98 Percent Nepotistic; 4 Out of 5 Categories Have Family Members)